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01. Mankitsu Happening
09:39
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All alone leaving home no place left to go
This world is much too dark tonight
I’ll find somewhere in my head where it
can be said I’m fine
I’ve left behind everything that I have ever known
Radiate this dark that holds my heart captive
I’m bound and I’m gagged with
My own fear that I can’t feel my hands shaking
I know that I’m breaking down
Breaking down
This is so long, so sad to see you go
Tell my sister I won’t be home
My heart could beat forever
But the sun is much too cold
I see your face (my heart would, it would beat)
In my dreams (forever, forever)
As I dig your grave (I would sleep if you’d stay)
But the sun is much too cold
With this guilt that I hold
I run terrified but a lie can deny this
blood on the blade of my father
Leave behind hope finding truth as my captor
Now we go down farther and farther down
Now we go down farther and farther down
This is so long, so sad to see you go
Tell my sister I won’t be home
My heart could beat forever
But the sun is much too cold
I see your face (my heart would, it would beat)
In my dreams (forever, forever)
As I dig your grave (I would sleep if you’d stay)
But the sun is much too cold
Could you tell me how to believe
A dream of sleep, a wish to be,
a soul that bleeds, a need that feeds
(Here I stand I’m waiting, I'm waiting here for you)
Could you tell me how to believe
a heart that beats is yours to keep,
a soul that sleeps is much too weak
(Here I stand I’m waiting, I'm waiting here for you)
Could you tell me how to believe
I dream of joy, I dream of you, I dream of me,
I dream of who we were meant to be
(Here I stand at the edge, I’m waiting here for you)
Could you tell me how to believe
I’m waiting, I’m waiting, I’m waiting,
I’m waiting here for you
We’ve lived and we’ve died,
we’ve loved and we’ve lied,
we’ve sacrificed all this for you
I’m waiting, I’m waiting, I’m waiting,
I’m waiting here for
Breathe it in to your lungs
(Here we go back around all men drown)
The scent of death on you, on him
(In the sound of hopelessness, loneliness, emptiness)
Let it go, all your hope, dream again
(Here we go back around all men drown)
In death my friend
(In the sound of hopelessness, loneliness, emptiness)
Run away from everything that you’ve been
hiding your whole life
Run away, find peace and let live what may be
Run away and dream today
We are the ones
We left behind
Hope is mine, dreams are mine
Hope is my burden to bear
May you find some peace tonight
And may he shine his light on you
Find peace
May he guide your hand
And believe in everything you wish to be
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Scourge the lands and bleed life dry
Resistance tries to conjure reasons why
My blood spilled carnage fills the air
Trembling bodies wither with endless despair
I can see through the trees a picture of a hopeless dream
Do you believe
(This sudden vagrancy has left me feeling empty and alone)
The truth in lies that they tell you every night
For I have seen a light in the Mirror of Shad’Haran
(Behold beloved everything that I have done
and everything that I will do to bring the world to you)
Beg and plead
Hope for better dreams
My sorrow lies deep within the seams
My will shall focus on this demand
Cradle life with the remnants of my shattered hands
The tides are rising the seas demand
Sacrifice from this once hopeful now broken man
The tears are streaming from the sky
As the innocent run, scream, believe they will die
In turn with the land that bleeds and denies this truth
Of the man that dare sanctify his life of death and desire
Hearts bleed by the pyre
This feast of intent on the child’s lament
Run rabbit run
Away from me
I can see through the trees a picture of a hopeless dream
Do you believe
(This sudden vagrancy has left me feeling empty and alone)
The truth in lies that they tell you every night
For I have seen a light in the Mirror of Shad’Haran
(Behold beloved everything that I have done
and everything that I will do to bring the world to you)
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Without a question would you have left me
harboring these doubts
Reflecting upon myself and who I thought
I was and will be today
Will you be with me tomorrow
I’d give up my life for you
I’d let them tear my heart out
I know you won’t forget the things that you said then
(Will you remember me when I’m gone)
I can’t stand the way you looked at me
And I won’t forget a thing, your face on that day when
(Cause I’ve been waiting here for so long)
You fell down hard again
It’s getting faster, growing stronger everyday
It’s breathing down my neck and
it’s all that I have left just to live
I know you won’t forget the things that you said then
(Will you remember me when I’m gone)
I can’t stand the way you looked at me
And I won’t forget a thing, your face on that day when
(Cause I’ve been waiting here for so long)
You fell down hard again
I know you don’t regret a thing that you did then
(Azrael the kingdom is burning take my hand)
I can’t stand the way we looked at him
I won’t forget a thing, your face on that day when
(How can I believe in this if you’re gone)
You fell down hard again
Please don’t take this away from me
How can I believe without you
(I will find a way out of this place)
How can I believe without you
(I will find a way out of this place)
How can I believe without you dear,
without you dear I have nothing left
(I will find a way out of this place)
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04. Utopia Transmission
06:06
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From the front door to your room
There’s an emptiness created by you and it’s trying to consume
And though the light shines from the moon
Your heart breaks oh so soon and there’s nothing I can do
And I try my best
But I could never catch you
I don’t want to sleep tonight
There is too much on my mind to calm myself tonight
And I find there is something in your eyes that makes me want to die
It’s love
If I could grab hold of the moon and put it in a box beside you
Would you hold onto my heart for me
And if you ever let it go the sun would never know
That you replaced the moon with my heart
And I try my best
But I could never love you
I don’t want to sleep tonight
There is too much on my mind to calm myself tonight
And I find there is something in your eyes that makes me want to die
It’s love
Better days, better days are waiting
Waiting for me
Call her name you know I’ve had
Better days, better days are waiting
Waiting for me
Call her name you should know
That all men fall in the end
All men fall in the end
But you can’t play games your entire life
One day you’ll have to grow up
Though there may not be much to take
I’d give everything to be with you
It’s all I ever wanted to do
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05.Ragnarok
06:19
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I could tell you how the skin falls from my bones
But you would run
So tell me how I could never understand
If only I believed
for one single second that you loved me
I would have held you close
Where’d it all go
I was so caught up in myself
that I didn’t know everything I had
Where am I now
Can I still get back to the past
I need to hear someone say
I will be okay
So go, try to run away
from these fears that hold you back
from being where you want to
There’s nothing I could tell you
If I only believed for one single breath
that you would die on me
I would have killed him
Where’d it all go
I was so caught up in myself
that I didn’t know everything I had
Where am I now
Can I still get back to the past
I need to hear someone say
I will be okay
Here we lay
Death greets us with open arms today
Rest now forever
It fills your heart, the guilt of what you did to them
Pray to your god that you will learn to live again
We’re so far gone from everything we did
We wander with glazed eyes and empty faith
this haunted place a barren waste we call our souls
Beckoning for a place to call home
And so I’ll walk to him
through the shadows of my sins
And there I’ll find my peace
And so I’ll walk with him
through the valleys of regret
And there I’ll find my peace
I’m taking you down
your guilt is sinking my ship
Further down we go
We both drown, I’m bringing you down
your guilt is sinking my ship
Further love we go
Over and out, I’m with doubt, captain
Close your eyes I swear it won’t hurt
Free yourself of all this anger
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The tongue with which I speak
Seems to cut you so deep
A festered need to believe
In anything that makes you seem
More than you are
More than I will ever be
I have seen a light and it left me blind
Reason seems to flee
Memories concede to dreams
I’m dying on the inside
Nobodies coming home
Miserably (I questioned everything that)
I believed (I found it lacking now I’m)
Hopelessly (Lost and feeling only)
Apathy
Cause I cannot see the good that is in front of me
I hide myself in secrecy, shamed to be what I have deemed
A mediocrity of social insecurity
Abandoned here left for dead
This waking nightmare has
Found its way through to reality
Your mind’s been plagued with regret
This sudden darkness casting
Shadows on you and all of this land
Withering cold beneath his gaze
Deathless we ran from our fate
Abandoned here left for dead
This waking nightmare has
Found its way through to reality
Your mind’s been plagued with regret
This sudden darkness casting
Shadows on you and all of this land
I don’t care who you are or what you’ve done
I won’t be coming home
Don’t forgive me
With every breath I swear
That I’m not worthy
Please believe me when I say that I have tried
It’s not that easy
I’ve given everything that I had but I am just so numb
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07. Killing You
04:24
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I’ve been watching you
And for what it’s worth
I think you’re beautiful
I want to hold you with
Both of my hands
Wrapped around your throat
And bury you with the snow falling down
Cause I will be killing you and yours tonight
It’s time to die
Oh please girl don’t cry
It’s nothing personal
It’s just a fact of life
All I’m meant to do is
Love you till your death do us part
And with your parts I lay
Lonely and afraid to say that
I love you Lucille you have my heart
And I’d burn the world for you
But I will be killing you and yours tonight
It’s time to die
Oh please girl don’t cry
It’s nothing personal
It’s just a fact of life
That someday you will die
Cause I will be killing you and yours tonight
It’s time to die
Oh please girl don’t cry
It’s nothing personal
It’s just a fact of life
That one day you will die
I will be killing you and yours tonight
It’s time to die
Oh please Lucille don’t cry
It’s nothing personal
It’s just a fact of life
That one day you will die
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I know you’re scared
There’s no need to be
Afraid of this
I’ll hold you back
From the abyss
Embrace my lips accepting bliss
Pressed tight against my chest
I swear to you
I won’t let you fall
I’ve tried (to find) escaping myself
In hopes to find (so many times that I’ve)
An answer to what’s inside (seen all of what’s inside)
Run away (from these eyes that hold you so dear)
Come to me, release all fear (falling down)
I promise, promise to never let you go
I’ll always be catching up to Massimo
You speak so softly to me
As if whispered words
Are less likely to hurt
The truth may hide but I can’t see the fire
Behind your eyes as love dies
We say goodbye
One year goes by
Run away (from these eyes that hold you so dear)
Come to me, release all fear (falling down)
I promise, promise to never let you go
I’ll always be catching up to Massimo
I can’t take this
Rescind your lies
Erase the things you’ve done
I won’t see you again
Tomorrow’s waiting
I’d give everything to be with you
I will find a way out of this place
It’s over, it’s over, it’s over why don’t you just go home
All things must end
They change with the seasons
I’ll never be anything more to you than
A picture in a frame, a memory of what we became
I’ll never be anything more to you than
Just a melody another dream
Of what it seemed to be to me
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09. Towers of Midnight
03:20
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Lie to me and tell me that I’ll be
Alright I’m better than I seem to be fine
But on the inside I’m dying
Behind my disguise
Did you believe that you could save me
Did you really think I’d let you try
So let me go and set me free
I don’t deserve your sympathy
I can’t believe I refuse to see
The light you claim can heal me
Forget the rain
It never hurt from what I’ve seen
From what I’ve seen I dream
All our pain will be washed away
I know what you’re feeling
Being lost within myself
And the stars will fall
You know I’ll be there
When your world comes crashing down again
I cannot breath I cannot sleep
Everything seems so dark to me I’m hopeless
Hopelessly lost now
A space a belief we can be free
Of misery our dreams can set us free now
We must be strong within ourselves
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10. Skyhound
06:35
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I see in your eyes
Terrified to find
The beat to which we make our stand
Will you be the one there holding my hand
Time moves forward
We trace backwards
This dance in which we breathe tonight
Echoing the pain we hold in our lives
I feel you near me
Can you hear me
Skyhound won’t you save me from all that I’ve made
And don’t make a sound
The beating of our hearts will fill the void
There’s nothing in this world that can kill me
Now that I have found
Where I belong here all along
the truest song was in your arms
Do you believe me when I say that I would die
A kiss for you a million crimes
My heart for you a beat that would never die
Could you love me
Please tell my story
Skyhound won’t you save me from all that I’ve made
And don’t make a sound
The beating of our hearts will fill the void
There’s nothing in this world that can kill me
Now that I have found
Where I belong here all along the truest song was in your arms
All alone thinking about how you are
Just back at home
So far from my arms and I don’t know
How to cope
With feeling useless
And now I don’t know how to fix this
Pain I feel in my chest
I long for an end to this
What am I but just a man
Before you here I stand
I would give everything
To be with you I dream
Could this be forever
My heart my soul to you
I have no fear of what is to come
Though this body is broken
And cold is the sun
My love for you can’t be undone
And the rain keeps pouring hard
Right when our lives are falling apart
And though I don’t know where we go from here
I just know that I’d go anywhere with you
I’d go anywhere with you
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