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Catching Up to Massimo

by Marzy Maddox

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1.
All alone leaving home no place left to go This world is much too dark tonight I’ll find somewhere in my head where it can be said I’m fine I’ve left behind everything that I have ever known Radiate this dark that holds my heart captive I’m bound and I’m gagged with My own fear that I can’t feel my hands shaking I know that I’m breaking down Breaking down This is so long, so sad to see you go Tell my sister I won’t be home My heart could beat forever But the sun is much too cold I see your face (my heart would, it would beat) In my dreams (forever, forever) As I dig your grave (I would sleep if you’d stay) But the sun is much too cold With this guilt that I hold I run terrified but a lie can deny this blood on the blade of my father Leave behind hope finding truth as my captor Now we go down farther and farther down Now we go down farther and farther down This is so long, so sad to see you go Tell my sister I won’t be home My heart could beat forever But the sun is much too cold I see your face (my heart would, it would beat) In my dreams (forever, forever) As I dig your grave (I would sleep if you’d stay) But the sun is much too cold Could you tell me how to believe A dream of sleep, a wish to be, a soul that bleeds, a need that feeds (Here I stand I’m waiting, I'm waiting here for you) Could you tell me how to believe a heart that beats is yours to keep, a soul that sleeps is much too weak (Here I stand I’m waiting, I'm waiting here for you) Could you tell me how to believe I dream of joy, I dream of you, I dream of me, I dream of who we were meant to be (Here I stand at the edge, I’m waiting here for you) Could you tell me how to believe I’m waiting, I’m waiting, I’m waiting, I’m waiting here for you We’ve lived and we’ve died, we’ve loved and we’ve lied, we’ve sacrificed all this for you I’m waiting, I’m waiting, I’m waiting, I’m waiting here for Breathe it in to your lungs (Here we go back around all men drown) The scent of death on you, on him (In the sound of hopelessness, loneliness, emptiness) Let it go, all your hope, dream again (Here we go back around all men drown) In death my friend (In the sound of hopelessness, loneliness, emptiness) Run away from everything that you’ve been hiding your whole life Run away, find peace and let live what may be Run away and dream today We are the ones We left behind Hope is mine, dreams are mine Hope is my burden to bear May you find some peace tonight And may he shine his light on you Find peace May he guide your hand And believe in everything you wish to be
2.
Scourge the lands and bleed life dry Resistance tries to conjure reasons why My blood spilled carnage fills the air Trembling bodies wither with endless despair I can see through the trees a picture of a hopeless dream Do you believe (This sudden vagrancy has left me feeling empty and alone) The truth in lies that they tell you every night For I have seen a light in the Mirror of Shad’Haran (Behold beloved everything that I have done and everything that I will do to bring the world to you) Beg and plead Hope for better dreams My sorrow lies deep within the seams My will shall focus on this demand Cradle life with the remnants of my shattered hands The tides are rising the seas demand Sacrifice from this once hopeful now broken man The tears are streaming from the sky As the innocent run, scream, believe they will die In turn with the land that bleeds and denies this truth Of the man that dare sanctify his life of death and desire Hearts bleed by the pyre This feast of intent on the child’s lament Run rabbit run Away from me I can see through the trees a picture of a hopeless dream Do you believe (This sudden vagrancy has left me feeling empty and alone) The truth in lies that they tell you every night For I have seen a light in the Mirror of Shad’Haran (Behold beloved everything that I have done and everything that I will do to bring the world to you)
3.
Without a question would you have left me harboring these doubts Reflecting upon myself and who I thought I was and will be today Will you be with me tomorrow I’d give up my life for you I’d let them tear my heart out I know you won’t forget the things that you said then (Will you remember me when I’m gone) I can’t stand the way you looked at me And I won’t forget a thing, your face on that day when (Cause I’ve been waiting here for so long) You fell down hard again It’s getting faster, growing stronger everyday It’s breathing down my neck and it’s all that I have left just to live I know you won’t forget the things that you said then (Will you remember me when I’m gone) I can’t stand the way you looked at me And I won’t forget a thing, your face on that day when (Cause I’ve been waiting here for so long) You fell down hard again I know you don’t regret a thing that you did then (Azrael the kingdom is burning take my hand) I can’t stand the way we looked at him I won’t forget a thing, your face on that day when (How can I believe in this if you’re gone) You fell down hard again Please don’t take this away from me How can I believe without you (I will find a way out of this place) How can I believe without you (I will find a way out of this place) How can I believe without you dear, without you dear I have nothing left (I will find a way out of this place)
4.
From the front door to your room There’s an emptiness created by you and it’s trying to consume And though the light shines from the moon Your heart breaks oh so soon and there’s nothing I can do And I try my best But I could never catch you I don’t want to sleep tonight There is too much on my mind to calm myself tonight And I find there is something in your eyes that makes me want to die It’s love If I could grab hold of the moon and put it in a box beside you Would you hold onto my heart for me And if you ever let it go the sun would never know That you replaced the moon with my heart And I try my best But I could never love you I don’t want to sleep tonight There is too much on my mind to calm myself tonight And I find there is something in your eyes that makes me want to die It’s love Better days, better days are waiting Waiting for me Call her name you know I’ve had Better days, better days are waiting Waiting for me Call her name you should know That all men fall in the end All men fall in the end But you can’t play games your entire life One day you’ll have to grow up Though there may not be much to take I’d give everything to be with you It’s all I ever wanted to do
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05.Ragnarok 06:19
I could tell you how the skin falls from my bones But you would run So tell me how I could never understand If only I believed for one single second that you loved me I would have held you close Where’d it all go I was so caught up in myself that I didn’t know everything I had Where am I now Can I still get back to the past I need to hear someone say I will be okay So go, try to run away from these fears that hold you back from being where you want to There’s nothing I could tell you If I only believed for one single breath that you would die on me I would have killed him Where’d it all go I was so caught up in myself that I didn’t know everything I had Where am I now Can I still get back to the past I need to hear someone say I will be okay Here we lay Death greets us with open arms today Rest now forever It fills your heart, the guilt of what you did to them Pray to your god that you will learn to live again We’re so far gone from everything we did We wander with glazed eyes and empty faith this haunted place a barren waste we call our souls Beckoning for a place to call home And so I’ll walk to him through the shadows of my sins And there I’ll find my peace And so I’ll walk with him through the valleys of regret And there I’ll find my peace I’m taking you down your guilt is sinking my ship Further down we go We both drown, I’m bringing you down your guilt is sinking my ship Further love we go Over and out, I’m with doubt, captain Close your eyes I swear it won’t hurt Free yourself of all this anger
6.
The tongue with which I speak Seems to cut you so deep A festered need to believe In anything that makes you seem More than you are More than I will ever be I have seen a light and it left me blind Reason seems to flee Memories concede to dreams I’m dying on the inside Nobodies coming home Miserably (I questioned everything that) I believed (I found it lacking now I’m) Hopelessly (Lost and feeling only) Apathy Cause I cannot see the good that is in front of me I hide myself in secrecy, shamed to be what I have deemed A mediocrity of social insecurity Abandoned here left for dead This waking nightmare has Found its way through to reality Your mind’s been plagued with regret This sudden darkness casting Shadows on you and all of this land Withering cold beneath his gaze Deathless we ran from our fate Abandoned here left for dead This waking nightmare has Found its way through to reality Your mind’s been plagued with regret This sudden darkness casting Shadows on you and all of this land I don’t care who you are or what you’ve done I won’t be coming home Don’t forgive me With every breath I swear That I’m not worthy Please believe me when I say that I have tried It’s not that easy I’ve given everything that I had but I am just so numb
7.
I’ve been watching you And for what it’s worth I think you’re beautiful I want to hold you with Both of my hands Wrapped around your throat And bury you with the snow falling down Cause I will be killing you and yours tonight It’s time to die Oh please girl don’t cry It’s nothing personal It’s just a fact of life All I’m meant to do is Love you till your death do us part And with your parts I lay Lonely and afraid to say that I love you Lucille you have my heart And I’d burn the world for you But I will be killing you and yours tonight It’s time to die Oh please girl don’t cry It’s nothing personal It’s just a fact of life That someday you will die Cause I will be killing you and yours tonight It’s time to die Oh please girl don’t cry It’s nothing personal It’s just a fact of life That one day you will die I will be killing you and yours tonight It’s time to die Oh please Lucille don’t cry It’s nothing personal It’s just a fact of life That one day you will die
8.
I know you’re scared There’s no need to be Afraid of this I’ll hold you back From the abyss Embrace my lips accepting bliss Pressed tight against my chest I swear to you I won’t let you fall I’ve tried (to find) escaping myself In hopes to find (so many times that I’ve) An answer to what’s inside (seen all of what’s inside) Run away (from these eyes that hold you so dear) Come to me, release all fear (falling down) I promise, promise to never let you go I’ll always be catching up to Massimo You speak so softly to me As if whispered words Are less likely to hurt The truth may hide but I can’t see the fire Behind your eyes as love dies We say goodbye One year goes by Run away (from these eyes that hold you so dear) Come to me, release all fear (falling down) I promise, promise to never let you go I’ll always be catching up to Massimo I can’t take this Rescind your lies Erase the things you’ve done I won’t see you again Tomorrow’s waiting I’d give everything to be with you I will find a way out of this place It’s over, it’s over, it’s over why don’t you just go home All things must end They change with the seasons I’ll never be anything more to you than A picture in a frame, a memory of what we became I’ll never be anything more to you than Just a melody another dream Of what it seemed to be to me
9.
Lie to me and tell me that I’ll be Alright I’m better than I seem to be fine But on the inside I’m dying Behind my disguise Did you believe that you could save me Did you really think I’d let you try So let me go and set me free I don’t deserve your sympathy I can’t believe I refuse to see The light you claim can heal me Forget the rain It never hurt from what I’ve seen From what I’ve seen I dream All our pain will be washed away I know what you’re feeling Being lost within myself And the stars will fall You know I’ll be there When your world comes crashing down again I cannot breath I cannot sleep Everything seems so dark to me I’m hopeless Hopelessly lost now A space a belief we can be free Of misery our dreams can set us free now We must be strong within ourselves
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10. Skyhound 06:35
I see in your eyes Terrified to find The beat to which we make our stand Will you be the one there holding my hand Time moves forward We trace backwards This dance in which we breathe tonight Echoing the pain we hold in our lives I feel you near me Can you hear me Skyhound won’t you save me from all that I’ve made And don’t make a sound The beating of our hearts will fill the void There’s nothing in this world that can kill me Now that I have found Where I belong here all along the truest song was in your arms Do you believe me when I say that I would die A kiss for you a million crimes My heart for you a beat that would never die Could you love me Please tell my story Skyhound won’t you save me from all that I’ve made And don’t make a sound The beating of our hearts will fill the void There’s nothing in this world that can kill me Now that I have found Where I belong here all along the truest song was in your arms All alone thinking about how you are Just back at home So far from my arms and I don’t know How to cope With feeling useless And now I don’t know how to fix this Pain I feel in my chest I long for an end to this What am I but just a man Before you here I stand I would give everything To be with you I dream Could this be forever My heart my soul to you I have no fear of what is to come Though this body is broken And cold is the sun My love for you can’t be undone And the rain keeps pouring hard Right when our lives are falling apart And though I don’t know where we go from here I just know that I’d go anywhere with you I’d go anywhere with you

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released May 5, 2018

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