The tongue with which I speak
Seems to cut you so deep
A festered need to believe
In anything that makes you seem
More than you are
More than I will ever be
I have seen a light and it left me blind
Reason seems to flee
Memories concede to dreams
I’m dying on the inside
Nobodies coming home
Miserably (I questioned everything that)
I believed (I found it lacking now I’m)
Hopelessly (Lost and feeling only)
Apathy
Cause I cannot see the good that is in front of me
I hide myself in secrecy, shamed to be what I have deemed
A mediocrity of social insecurity
Abandoned here left for dead
This waking nightmare has
Found its way through to reality
Your mind’s been plagued with regret
This sudden darkness casting
Shadows on you and all of this land
Withering cold beneath his gaze
Deathless we ran from our fate
Abandoned here left for dead
This waking nightmare has
Found its way through to reality
Your mind’s been plagued with regret
This sudden darkness casting
Shadows on you and all of this land
I don’t care who you are or what you’ve done
I won’t be coming home
Don’t forgive me
With every breath I swear
That I’m not worthy
Please believe me when I say that I have tried
It’s not that easy
I’ve given everything that I had but I am just so numb
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